BeLiEvE Me

2010-09-23T17:20:00.000-07:00

And finally I want to say IHATE POLAR BEAR !!!!!!

2010-09-23T17:16:00.000-07:00

Long time never come post already . Just break up with joshua . And I am very tired nowadays . Feel like going to lalaland and never come back to reality . Hate my life . My life sucks .

2010-08-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

Had biology lesson in the morning . Then went to jurong point to shop around and eat lunch with wan qiu . Wanted to buy a shirt for joshua as birthday present . But don't know what to buy . Monday going to buy again . Now watching television . Sayorana ! XD

2010-08-09T19:01:00.000-07:00

Hmmm . . . I have decided to start a new life . A brand new life . With only my true friend in my life . A life with only my family and my true friend , And no other outsider inside my circle . I hope that xiao lei gang will be in my life as my best friend forever :D i love you xiao lei , wan qiu , farliyana , wen xin , sc , eileen , peggy !!! Love you all to the maxxxxxxxxxxxx !!!!!!

You are just not replacable .

2010-08-03T02:29:00.000-07:00

You always live in my heart from the day we are together . Although we are now separated , but you will never be replace . I will learn to stand up on my own and not to be sad and not to cry . Thank you for creating such a wonderful memory for me . And those memory that i will remember forever . Those memory that you help me carrying my bag . Those memory that i played a short piece of music for you . Those memory that you say the cake i baked for you is nice . Those memory in popular book shop when i accidentally drop the box of cake and when we pick up and relief to see that the cake is still in one piece , and you taste the icing of the cake and say that it was nice . The colourful icecream , the rainbow cake , the icecream shop , the bench that we sat together , the HB pencil , the key chain that you once kissed , the file that you once hold ,the road that we once walk together before , the zebar crossing that we once cross together , the bus stop , jurong piont mos burgur shop , Burgur king shop . Jurong point and the way to school has so much memory of you that i will not forget . Will never ever forget all those memory with you . I will never ever play the song that i once play for you , i will never ever bake rainbow cake for anyone else , i will never eat the icecream .
Thank you for creating such a wonderful memory for me . I love you . God bless .

2010-06-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

Great big news !!!!! Kor kor will not be going to Korea also !!!! I am not alone :] YEAH :]

This few days very busy need to entertain two people . Garath KOR KOR and Derek kor kor . Joshua i here by tell you that i treat Garath kor kor as kor kor only so dont jealous if not i dont friend you le hor :P But you jealous that time also very cute lors . Haha XD like a small children cannot eat ice-cream then angry like that . Garath kor kor and Derek kor kor just came back for UK and USA respectively . Will be staying in Singapore for quite sometime so during this period of time will be very busy and tired . Last two days went out until 2 plus . Only today i really cannot already so i say i want to go home early . Joshua fetch me home and decided to see me sleep le then go . Same , he is now lying on my bed again . Bathe finish le , now posting . Going to sleep already if not he wont be going anywhere . HAHA :] Please dont be jealous my dear :] GOODNIGHT XD

Queensway

2010-06-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

Today went to Queensway with wen xin . Went to search track pant all over the shopping center . From level 1 to 2 then to 3 went all over the shopping center . No stock left ~_~ Went to Ikea to play . Suddenly feel like a little children . Haha . After that went to lot 1 . Eat Korea noodle . Shop awhile then went home . Reach home bathe , then went to the airport to fetch Garath kor kor then went out to have dinner . Garath kor kor staying at my house and Joshua got jealous . Garath kor kor will be going to stay at Joshua house soon , because of the jealousy . Haha . Funny . Reach home quite late , very tired !!!!! Goodnight <3

2010-05-31T22:18:00.000-07:00

是爱，使我们相聚在一起 :]

Making Sushi

2010-05-30T18:24:00.000-07:00

Making sushi seem like a really easy job to me at first but in turn up to be a very difficult job . Make a really huge mess in the kitchen after that . Sushi rice was found everywhere in the kitchen and me and my cousin need to clean them all up . Double tiredness . Play about while we are making sushi . Wasted quite a lot of rice . Made a sushi for Joshua and what the hell he say that the sushi is nice but actually it is so disgusting . So damn funny he eat the whole sushi and didnt allow me to throw the sushi away . Actually the sushi that i made is really not that nice . Funny person . Took some picture . Hope that you will enjoy my sushi :]

2010-05-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

I HATE RAINING DAY !
我讨厌下雨天 !

2010-05-26T02:17:00.000-07:00

放弃很容易，要坚持下去才是一间很难的事。
我会坚持下去的。

Home Base Learning

2010-05-25T18:38:00.000-07:00

Hmmm . . . I wonder today is home base learning or what lor . School never give instruction properly then expect us to do something good . Fuck lor . I rather go to school then stay at home . I am so going out after this . Joshua didnt went home yesterday and i didnt get any sleep . Quite tired but still ok . While doing the home base learning thing , Joshua and my kor kor went to have their breakfast . Wth i also want go , i hungry :( This stupid home base learning really sucks a lot . Waste people time only . Then they also never say clearly need to do what . Then whole thing is like in a mess . There are now quite a number of people doing other thing . Almost pull my hair out when i was finding out what are we suppose to do . This home base learning thingy really spoil people mood . Only one word to describe this home base learning thingy , SIAN . At first think never go school very good , but after start logging in to this thing i started to feel like going to school . Going to school is at least better than at home pulling out all my hair then dont know what to do . Hack care this thing already lor . Going to bathe now then after that eat my breakfast then watch television then go out .
Fuck it man !!!!!!!!

TIME TABLE FOR TODAY HOME BASE LEARNING

7.45-8.45 : student survey
8.45-9.30 : chemistry
9.30-10.00 : break
10.45-10.45 : E math
10.45-11.30 : mother tongue
11.30-12.15 : english
12.15-1.00 : history

2010-05-25T06:45:00.000-07:00

Had 2.4 km run today and i almost fail . But i still past .

Went to the polyclinic today after school with XL , WQ , Sherley . They came to my house first to take money , then in the end wq say she hungry so she went to eat bowl noodle at my place . Then when we are going there sherely say she not going way more . She went home . The queue number that i got is 3055 . Long time waiting . Took a lot of crazy picture while waiting . Went in to the room and saw the doctor . Omg . The doctor quite shuai . Haha . Then while queuing up also saw one very shuai guy . Lol . Reach home . Dont know what to do . Then Joshua ring me up ask if i want go out . Then since i nothing to do so i go out with him . Just reach home haven't bathe yet then now posting . A bit a bit tired but since tomorrow no school so never mind . Going to bathe now but Joshua still at my house so maybe he go le then i go bathe . Hmmm . . . He is now lying at my bed taking to me but i never listen what he talking about . And all i say was , ya ya ya . LOL

I think he also know that i am not listening to him . Haha . OH . . . Gone case i think he is angry now . Haha . But who cares . Know his pattern too well already later he jiu ok liao so never mind . I think he also very tired but he say he still dont want to go home . Then i jiu let him stay lor , since he like my bed so much . Haha . He funny lor say my bed got my smell so very nice . Then i say he siao . Haha . He sometime really will a bit crazy . Crazy boy . Hmmm . . . or should i say crazy man . Haha . Now must really listen to him liao if not later he really angry . Bye bye . Good night my love :]

2010-05-24T06:00:00.000-07:00

OMG !!!!!! I GOT BACK MY RESULT TODAY AND IT SUCKS !!!!!!

Sports carnival on 21/05/10

2010-05-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

Sports carnival on friday . Played basketball and got third . Hurt my fourth finger . And my finger look like a pig now lor . Sian . Damn painful . 3c got the best class award . Fareeze and mr siao did a good job for the relay .

Reach home late and was late for the piano lesson and when i reach home , piano lesson was canceled . Got scolded and piano lesson was pushed to today . Had a really bad mood on friday .

Today morning woke up , bathe and fight to go to the market to buy some vegetable for my maid to cook . Both my maid and my mum said that i am crazy , first time i would fight with my maid to go to the market . Went to market alone . Brought all the vegetable without any trouble . Haha . Smart right :P Learn how to cook curry today . After that i got piano lesson . Damn it i cant play the piano well and got scolded my the damn teacher . My damn hand hurts damn lot man !!!!!! Shit the piano teacher . After that i got scolding from my mother as well , the damn fucking teacher went to complain to my mother . Last time someone will tell me to think positive but now the person is not there to tell me to think positive anymore . Haiz . . . Today sucks a bit as well . When i was opening the door for the damn teacher to fucking get lost that time , the teacher close the door and directly hit my fourth finger . What the fuck man . I almost shout at the teacher . And the fucking teacher didnt apologize to me . WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!! Joshua came along and wanted to bring me to the clinic , but i dont want . I scared . Joshua bought me chocolate ice cream and that really cheered me up a lot . Thanks :D Ok and right now my hand really look like a pig ~__________~
But but but but but never mind because Joshua say like that can skip piano lesson . Haha . Only he can come out with this kind of things . Haha . Anyway . . now is sleeping time . So good night :D

Mummy birthday today :)

2010-05-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY :)
Celebrate my mum's birthday today . Brought a cake for her . Have dinner outside . My kor kor and dad was drunk . lol .

DrEaM !

2010-05-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

Dreams are free , so let your dreams free . Let them free and they will come true. Dont keep your dream inside your heart , because if you keep it in your heart they will never come true unless you let them out .

Farliyana belated birthday party at iluma

2010-05-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

*to joshua i am not a lesbian!*
*to joshua i am not a lesbian!*

scary bill

movie theater
movie theater

Celebrating a very belated birthday for farliyana at iluma today with wen xin , xiao lei , peggy sherley , sc and wanqiu . Our plan today is to have our lunch there , catch a movie shopping then home sweet home .
Meet farliyana at my house void deck at 9.30 then went to jurong east Mrt station to meet the rest at 10.00 then saw jeffery on the bus . reach there 20 minutes late . Everybody was there already . Xiao lei say that they saw sparrow and gang , luckily i didnt see them . Took mrt to bugis then went to iluma . Reach there see what can be eaten first then went to brought the movie ticket for 60 dollar , in total we brought 8 ticket . After buying the tickets we went for lunch at Manhattan's seafood culinary delights , ordered 8 plates of fish and chip . The person was shock . 3 cup of coke , 4 cup of ice lemon tea and 1 cup of ice peach tea . Very very big cup . Went to toilet with sc after lunch while the rest are still having . Cant find the wash room so i asked sc to ask the person selling ice cream at iluma . So funny then we headed to the toilet at 5th floor . At first we went to 3th floor to find the toilet but sc say she dont know at where then i scold her saying that she dont know where is the toilet still anyhow bring me . Then we went back to 4th floor again to ask the person . Then the person say is at 5th floor . Meet the others at the movie theater . Went in , then the movie start shortly . Seated 4 by 4 . During the movie wen xin and sc very cold then they hold my hand , so funny . We joke our way through the movie , and keep laughing . So funny . After that we went to the toilet again . Then went to take picture at the open space , security guard say cannot stay too long . After that we went to bugis street to walk 1 big round then we went to bugis junction for window shopping . At the mean time trying very very had to get a best birthday present for my mum as her birthday is coming soon . But didnt get any in the end . Still inside bugis junction , everyone of us brought so food back home . Very very tired at the end of the day and finally home sweet home . took mrt to jurong east mrt then took bus 98 home with xiao lei , peggy , sherley and farliyana . While wen xin , sc and wanqiu took mrt back home . Took 98 until lakeside mrt station then alight , brought burger to eat . Walk while eating . OMG so delicious . Reach home so damn tired bathe then now posting . Going right to bead after that . Good night :]

Exam over party :]

2010-05-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

Exam over and had party at joshua house . The party last from friday to monday . It is a stay over party . Very very fun . Haha i enjoy myself very much :)

TODAY 14/05/10

2010-05-14T06:28:00.000-07:00

EXAM OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Had physics and english oral today . After exam went back home with farliyana .We walk back home and had alot of 'fun' haha^^ Took picture at the road side mirror . Look sweaty and funny . Haha but i think is cute . Reach home bathe , eat a bowl of pasta , went to post something on blog then went to play basketball with jia hao then saw yi sheng and his friend , they also playing basketball . Reach home bathe then now posting . . . Going to sleep soon . say goodnight first . GOODNIGHT :]

THURSDAY 13/05/10

2010-05-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

Chemistry is quite easy ^^
Thank you Mr benny chew :]

WEDNESDAY 12/05/10

2010-05-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

Exam going to end soon but the last three paper is important . Today had math , tomorrow got chemistry and physics on friday . Although exam is coming to an end soon but still i am stress . Didn't do well for my math today . Forget to bring ruler and didn't manged to draw the graph good . The graph contain 10 marks . OMG !!!! Try to use paper to draw straight line . I know very funny , but no choice . After the exam wanqiu also say that she forget to bring ruler then she use comb to draw . Then she say can use ez-link card . And wtf why didn't i think about it . I got it in my pocket . Not in a very good mood then someone told me a joke and the joke is 'JOKE' . LOL . Friend say that it is lame but i find it still ok at least it make me laugh . thanks to that person . And i still want to thank one very important person that talk to me . And the person is farliyana . THANK YOU ! After math exam still got chemistry lesson . Thanks to MR BC for giving us some hint for the exam tomorrow . Went back home after that with farliyana , on the bus saw a bunch of immature children who is so noisy . Reach home bathe , dry my hair , got damn tired and fall asleep until 2.15 . Wake up have lunch then study AND sleep time again :]

TUESDAY 11/05/10

2010-05-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

Ate one cup , two cup i mean of ice cream after lunch and i packet of strawberry milk during dinner . So sweet and nice :) Thank you joshua :]

HAPPY :)

2010-05-09T06:20:00.000-07:00

I am happy and i will be happy :) Don't worry :)
I will always smile and never sad
I will always laugh and never cry

I will smile with you , laugh with you .
I will also cry with you and lend you my shoulder .
I will be your best friend forever .
I will be your helping hand forever .
I will be your sound recorder forever .
I will be there for you forever .

And i will SMILE forever , LAUGH forever , be HAPPY forever :]

HAPPY FOREVER :]

DID YOU ALL EVER THINK ABOUT WHAT I THINK

2010-05-07T07:30:00.000-07:00

TO DADDY :

MOVING HOUSE ?! REALLY MOVING HOUSE ? WHY YOU NEVER ASK FOR MY OPINION . ONLY ASK FOR JIA HAO AND KOR KOR OPINION NEVER ASK FOR MINE . AND WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT I DID NOT WANT TO MOVE HOUSE YOU IGNORED ME AND CONTINUE ASK JIA HAO IF HE WANT TO MOVE HOUSE . WHAT IS THIS MAN . IS THIS A JOKE OR SOMETHING . IF YOU WANT TO MOVE HOUSE SO MUCH THEN YOU MOVE LAHS ! DONT ASK ME CAUSE I DONT WANT TO MOVE HOUSE . WILL YOU EVEN LISTEN TO ME ONCE . IS MY DECISION NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL . WHY MUST WE MOVE HOUSE . HAVE YOU EVER GIVE A THOUGHT FOR ME ? I HAVE FRIEND HERE IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD , I GOT CLOSE FRIEND HERE , MY NEIGHBOR . I HAVE FEELINGS FOR THEM .
IF I WOULD TO LIVE FOR 80 YEARS THEN I WOULD HAVE SPENT 1/8 OF M LIFE IN THIS HOUSE . DO YOU GET WHAT I MEAN . THIS IS THE HOUSE THAT I GOT ALL MY CHILDHOOD MEMORIES . MEMORIES THAT COULD NEVER EVER BE FOUND AGAIN . WHY MUST WE LEAVE THIS PLACE . THE PLACE WHERE I LOVE MOST .

TO MUMMY :

YOU SAID YOU CARE FOR ME . I TOLD YOU THAT I HAD A SORE THROAT AND YOU SAY OK YOU WILL HELP ME TO BUY SORE THROAT MEDICINE . BUT IN THE END YOU DIDNT GET IT FOR ME . MY FRIENDS SAW THAT I AM SICK BROUGHT FOR ME PORRIDGE , BROUGHT FOR ME SORE THROAT SWEET . AND I GET NOTHING FROM YOU . NOTHING ! NOTHING AT ALL ! I THINK THEY ARE THE ONE THAT CARE FOR ME MORE .
HWEE SIM BROUGHT FOR ME PORRIDGE BECAUSE I SAY I WANT TO EAT . WAN QIU SAY THAT I CANNOT EAT ANY MORE CHOCOLATE AND SWEET SO SHE HIDE ALL SWEET AND CHOCOLATE WAY FROM ME . JOSHUA KNOW THAT I GOT SORE THROAT AND HE BROUGHT SORE THROAT SWEET FOR ME . XIAO LEI TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD REST WELL. ESTHER SAY THAT MY VOICE BECOME MOE GENTLE EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT MY VOICE SUCKS . THIS ARE ALL MY FRIEND AND THEY CARE FOR ME MORE . I THINK THEY ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO ARE GOOD TO ME . I NOW KNOW THAT FRIEND IS BETTER THAT HOME .
DONT BLAME ME FROM SAYING ALL THIS . DADDY MUMMY , YOU MADE ME FEEL THIS WAY .

2010-05-05T03:26:00.000-07:00

EXAM PERIOD ! SIAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXAM!!!!

2010-04-28T03:14:00.000-07:00

EXAM STARING TODAY TILL 14TH MAY !!!!! MUST STUDY LE NO TIME COME BLOGGING LE . SO BLOG MAY BE A BIT DEAD THIS TIME . SORRY WILL COME BLOGGING AS LONG AS I AM FREE .

FRIEND(:

2010-04-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

Eileen , dont worry we will always be here for you . Dont worry oks (: no matter rain or shine we will still be here for you (:

JUST JIA YOU !!!!!!!!

Can you please think of me sometime ?

2010-04-28T02:52:00.000-07:00

You never think of me at all . Why for no reason i will be sad ? Why for no reason i will be angry ? Why for no reason i will mention her ? Because of the fact that i love you . I am damn fucking sad and angry when you say this to me while i know you will not say this to her you will only say that you are worry for her . YES i got the mindset that you love her only isnt this the fact ? NO PAIN NO GAIN ! I will forever remember what you say . THANKS ! Why the hell would i want to be independent ? Because i want to win . And why the hell i want to win ? Because i love you . I know that you will say that i be independent is for myself not for other people . But the fact of me being independent is because i love you .
Fuck this man i hate this ! Fucking hate this !

Must I ?

2010-04-26T04:10:00.000-07:00

I am not all right at all . I act that i am all right , i act that i am happy . I talk with you about her , acting that i have accepted everything , but the fact is that i have not accept the fact . I tell you how can you get her , you said that you know that i act that i am happy but actually i am sad and i say i am not sad . Now i tell you that i am not only sad but damn damn damn fucking sad . You say you will pain if i act until like that i dont believe . Because you only love her . You ask me why i will love you , and my answer is i dont know . I seriously dont know how to answer that question .

Today in school I totally have no mood to do anything . And i want to thank someone that make me laugh in class when i really have no mood to do anything . The person is non other that the person beside me , sparrow . Thank you very very much for making me laugh . You make a joke on stable relationship .
Here goes to joke :

- MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY $$$$$$$$$$
- HANDSOME HANDSOME HANDSOME
- CHIO CHIO CHIO
- DADDY GOT MONEY $$$$$$$$$$$

: THIS ARE THE 4 FUCKING FAKE STATEMENT FOR A STABLE RELATIONSHIP .

Hahas :) thanks man . Saying in a very funny accent , trying to say more joke to let me laugh . Thanks :)

There is still a person i want to thank and the person is wanqiu , thank you , thanks for asking me to calm down when i was about to cry in class . Thanks for being there by my side . THANK YOU .

Feeling very lucky that i still have friend there for me when i need them by my side thanks !

HEAVEN or HELL you choose yourself .

2010-04-18T20:23:00.000-07:00

If you think that place is a heaven then it will eventually be a heaven to you , but if you think that the place is a hell then it will forever be a hell to you . So you might as well treat that place as heaven so that it will really be heaven . Remember , heaven is always much more better then hell .

2010-04-18T19:48:00.000-07:00

No school for me today . Down with a fever . Went to the clinic with two swollen eye . The doctor ask some funny question , he asked if I have been crying . Why would a doctor ask this kind of funny question . Then he tell my brother the reason why I am sick is because I am too tired and the crying . So stupid why will crying be the reason . Still having a fever 38.7 Hope I will get well soon . So boring at home . I want to go back to school .

where are you ?

2010-04-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

I fight with my younger brother today and I need someone to talk with and I find you , but you are not free . Is ok . I dont know who can I find , who can I talk to . I really really need someone . Damn sad and angry now ! Need someone ! Need someone ! Need someone !

WhAt ElSe CaN I SaY ?

2010-04-14T02:14:00.000-07:00

What else can i say . Hmmm . . . . . Should i give up or not so damn confused . Try hard to persevere but i only make me to feel that i am more stupid then ever . Maybe i am the stupid one bah .

So tired this today didnt really sleep well this two day . Yesterday waited for someone msg but the person already fall a sleep and i didnt know so i waited . I waited and waited until 11.48 then i fall asleep . Because of this i didnt feel very well in the morning . Morning , second period i got PE nafa test . . . SIAN !!! Shutter run fail because i no energy , too tired . . . standing broad jump not up to standard , too tired . . . Sit and reach kenneth and the irritating person come make me , they say need to hold there for 3 second and i really hold but they keep saying not acceptable , i got so irritated and cried . . . HAIZ . . . what a terrible morning . Last period is English , and there is test today . . . sian also . Got 17/25 for my math . Not a very good day today tired . After school went to jp with XL , WQ and Faliyana . Buy BBT , lime ice blended , too sour stomach pain . Went home with faliyana . Reach home bathe , then too tired to do anything le . Sit on the sofa doing nothing staring into the air . . . Tiring day today .

Wenxin's bdae

2010-04-09T07:32:00.000-07:00

2010-04-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

This is me and my good friend wenxin (:
Im Jia Ning , currently studying in JVS . Sec three ,15 . And this is my new blog , titled believe me . Cos i do believe (: