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*.* ME *.*

I'm Jianing :) 15 JVS
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else. But if he could be happier then why not.


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~Farliyana (VIP)~
~Wenxin (VIP)~
~Eileen (VIP)~
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~Peiyi~
~Ai Yu~
~Ying Ying~
~Shu Ming~
~Rowena~
~Zhao Rong~

*.* Archives *.*

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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

*.* EXAM!!!! *.*

EXAM STARING TODAY TILL 14TH MAY !!!!! MUST STUDY LE NO TIME COME BLOGGING LE . SO BLOG MAY BE A BIT DEAD THIS TIME . SORRY WILL COME BLOGGING AS LONG AS I AM FREE .

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*.* FRIEND(: *.*

Eileen , dont worry we will always be here for you . Dont worry oks (: no matter rain or shine we will still be here for you (:


JUST JIA YOU !!!!!!!!

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*.* Can you please think of me sometime ? *.*

You never think of me at all . Why for no reason i will be sad ? Why for no reason i will be angry ? Why for no reason i will mention her ? Because of the fact that i love you . I am damn fucking sad and angry when you say this to me while i know you will not say this to her you will only say that you are worry for her . YES i got the mindset that you love her only isnt this the fact ? NO PAIN NO GAIN ! I will forever remember what you say . THANKS ! Why the hell would i want to be independent ? Because i want to win . And why the hell i want to win ? Because i love you . I know that you will say that i be independent is for myself not for other people . But the fact of me being independent is because i love you .
Fuck this man i hate this ! Fucking hate this !

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Monday, April 26, 2010

*.* Must I ? *.*




I am not all right at all . I act that i am all right , i act that i am happy . I talk with you about her , acting that i have accepted everything , but the fact is that i have not accept the fact . I tell you how can you get her , you said that you know that i act that i am happy but actually i am sad and i say i am not sad . Now i tell you that i am not only sad but damn damn damn fucking sad . You say you will pain if i act until like that i dont believe . Because you only love her . You ask me why i will love you , and my answer is i dont know . I seriously dont know how to answer that question .


Today in school I totally have no mood to do anything . And i want to thank someone that make me laugh in class when i really have no mood to do anything . The person is non other that the person beside me , sparrow . Thank you very very much for making me laugh . You make a joke on stable relationship .
Here goes to joke :

- MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY $$$$$$$$$$
- HANDSOME HANDSOME HANDSOME
- CHIO CHIO CHIO
- DADDY GOT MONEY $$$$$$$$$$$

: THIS ARE THE 4 FUCKING FAKE STATEMENT FOR A STABLE RELATIONSHIP .

Hahas :) thanks man . Saying in a very funny accent , trying to say more joke to let me laugh . Thanks :)

There is still a person i want to thank and the person is wanqiu , thank you , thanks for asking me to calm down when i was about to cry in class . Thanks for being there by my side . THANK YOU .

Feeling very lucky that i still have friend there for me when i need them by my side thanks !

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Sunday, April 18, 2010

*.* HEAVEN or HELL you choose yourself . *.*

If you think that place is a heaven then it will eventually be a heaven to you , but if you think that the place is a hell then it will forever be a hell to you . So you might as well treat that place as heaven so that it will really be heaven . Remember , heaven is always much more better then hell .

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No school for me today . Down with a fever . Went to the clinic with two swollen eye . The doctor ask some funny question , he asked if I have been crying . Why would a doctor ask this kind of funny question . Then he tell my brother the reason why I am sick is because I am too tired and the crying . So stupid why will crying be the reason . Still having a fever 38.7 Hope I will get well soon . So boring at home . I want to go back to school .

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Saturday, April 17, 2010

*.* where are you ? *.*

I fight with my younger brother today and I need someone to talk with and I find you , but you are not free . Is ok . I dont know who can I find , who can I talk to . I really really need someone . Damn sad and angry now ! Need someone ! Need someone ! Need someone !

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

*.* WhAt ElSe CaN I SaY ? *.*

What else can i say . Hmmm . . . . . Should i give up or not so damn confused . Try hard to persevere but i only make me to feel that i am more stupid then ever . Maybe i am the stupid one bah .

So tired this today didnt really sleep well this two day . Yesterday waited for someone msg but the person already fall a sleep and i didnt know so i waited . I waited and waited until 11.48 then i fall asleep . Because of this i didnt feel very well in the morning . Morning , second period i got PE nafa test . . . SIAN !!! Shutter run fail because i no energy , too tired . . . standing broad jump not up to standard , too tired . . . Sit and reach kenneth and the irritating person come make me , they say need to hold there for 3 second and i really hold but they keep saying not acceptable , i got so irritated and cried . . . HAIZ . . . what a terrible morning . Last period is English , and there is test today . . . sian also . Got 17/25 for my math . Not a very good day today tired . After school went to jp with XL , WQ and Faliyana . Buy BBT , lime ice blended , too sour stomach pain . Went home with faliyana . Reach home bathe , then too tired to do anything le . Sit on the sofa doing nothing staring into the air . . . Tiring day today .

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Friday, April 9, 2010

*.* Wenxin's bdae *.*





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This is me and my good friend wenxin (:
Im Jia Ning , currently studying in JVS . Sec three ,15 . And this is my new blog , titled believe me . Cos i do believe (:

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